From Evernote:

A little late ...but with good intention.

Its definitely been a while since I wrote, probably because I was thinking or trying to think of a way I can do this whole business better. By business I do mean reasoning and finally taking that trip which is long due.

I think I am ready- but stuck trying to 'time' this thing. Stuck is probably my bête noire and I know deep down I have to loose it.

It's not a matter of how any longer but when.

It's a weird moment in life when you sort of realize that some dreams you thought  were the ultimate pinnacle of your life  if they came true- were nothing but baloney when they did, and then you hope you dreamt differently- it's all sort of complex now, there is no going back- but there is at-least the possibility of taking chances of re dreaming and trying to make that come true.

With age this acute sense of 'ive got to fix this' creeps in.

I suppose- one can look life in it's face, call spade a spade - admit of having the wrong idea and living on the wrong context and kick start on to the desired course. And I know that is something I'm gunning for.

This trip is important to reaffirm my faith, I am hoping that ultimately peace of the emotional mind is greater than the practical one.

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Its been a dry spell for me musically, but I'm hoping to catch up on Eminem and Lady Antebellum soon, will review those out in a few days.

Also, loved watching Biutiful and Yeh Sali Zindagi.

Hopefully, will be doing more writing now.