Jun 1, 2008

Just got to Jack Johnson tday, finally…where have I been?
I love him…he be the mellow dude, calming and positive. I love him.

…and like wise I am discovering so many “non-people interactive ” things I like. Which is actually good. Cause I really cant take people right now. Cocoon is good…better for the time being. I am a late bloomer better late than never I guess …or for what its worth.

Heck, this weekend saw me doing three movies, each dissapinting in their own way.
Love and Lust : Ang Lee : vivid but very disspointing.
Heartbreak Kid : Common now Ben Stiller!!! You have just gotto go beyond these kinda movies.
Love Actually : Sigh.

I was thinking how slowing as time walked by me….how much it has made me leave things behind. Everyone I knew or know. Many dreams and the drum now beats to a different tune…maybe I created this tune,I didn’t know about…so manythings have happened…in unconciousness of everyday living. So many more will happen.

So, before I proceed…did I mention..I like Patrick Dempsey too. Yup, u read that right…I like him too. Just like the way I like George Clooney in ER…Grey’s Anatomy has given me McDreamy :D

Ok..back to mind funk.
By and By I have come to realize the immense emotional price I have been paying so far in my life and it aint easy.., I am just happy Heartman’s around. He is the sane bit..and does not think as much as I do, which I think in this day and age of mental hysteria ..is HUGE BONUS.
I don’t deny making mistakes of choice especially when it came to friends…current and past or choices of adopting an attitude…I was wrong manytimes and thankfully I have had Heartman to help me thru. But tday after the almost detox. It does boil down to that empty feeling ( its definitely for the good)…but the after-low which is difficult to handle.
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Got to do thing : Chk out Rolling Stones : 100 Greatest Guitar Songs..Awesome Nominations..and probably will get some relistening done.

Stonehenge is on every ones mind now…Nat Geo has done some awesome “ decoding” …if u keen on the mystery…read it…its fascinating. I just did.
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