Sometimes, you question your loyalties and wonder if the people for whom you do so much for really care about you. I guess the best bet is on a downturn…like they say in my lingo.
I have come to realize that you are only as good as what you bring to the table….and its always more that could have been done.
Probably I am not “ smart enough” or never “good enuf”.
I have no idea of these definitions…they change by the minute.
Popularity charts are important to a whole lot of us…and then some specific pop charts are even more so.
Its easy to be disillusioned , i do the easy bit with much ease...so I do know I am so disillusioned with each passing day.
Its not easy being alone in your mind, your heart and your soul…empty. So very empty.
You know and then you don’t know…and then sometimes you just wanna let go.
I’m not in the sparkliest of moods as you can guess.
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Feel better...
--sister's twin
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