So, I am about 2 hours away from the " New Year" and as usual, am spending it with folks and Heartman, it is probably the warmest thing for me during winter.
At work, most were busy making plans to get sloshed at some place or the other, but for me alcohol has lost its resolve for a while, not because I have lost a cause, its just that I don't need it any more to fuel a drink for an occasion or something that one needs to do at a social do or to simply undergo a binge session. I drink , depending on my need or mood...like I would for particular food or fruit juice; And increasingly, I just feel I need to be with myself, like in a closed cocoon. Not the nicest of things socially, but being withdrawn , helps me gain composure, helps me be who I want to be... a fairly immature calvinesque kid :D. And I am fine, never wanting to grow up ever, Ideally who would ever want to be a wannabe, know it all, full of crap... Adult. I am just dandy moonlighting as a kid any day.
I am big on Nicholas.
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