so much of what you perceive, feel rationalize...impacts your every waking hour. ask the one who is kept awake by thoughts...he knows what its like.
thoughts can torment as much as they ease the mind. then there is a struggle with this battle every day. and its another story all together.
Why, do we do this to ourselves ? Why do we not keep ourselves selves gainfully employed...??? dont know.
I never know the answer. But usually when I try to go on a discovery trail...I'm usually scared...scared out of my wits. I don't have the courage to go forth further and dwell.
I fear.
