I’m back…could not get my self to begin Day One with quirky bits and mulling... you see, I was on a Hiatus :D
On a serious trip, did some time with Heartman, he was down for Christmas . It was probably the warmest Ive felt in a bit. But he is gone back now…so got to live with that.
Im not so sure about how I’m feeling now a days, its one of those being at odds and sorts kinda moments in life- when all you want to do is hold on to yourself.
What I do know for sure at this point is that I do like to resort to blunting out interactions. They give me the feeling of saness ( if there really be word like that). I guess, all of us, deep down , do try to level with our selves on interactions , some of us are simply enchanted in the constant jabber and some choose to completely dissociate. Me, I’ve always been ambivalent about many things in life , and of this…I think ,I will remain for good.
Its always the varied facets of it all that I cant cope with. And you can imagine , I get lost very easy and spooked…. Its never the impersonal but always the personal.
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Stepping out of that funk, I saw Freida Pinto on Jay Leno tday (originally aired 22 Dec…but missed it ). She seems like a nice down to earth girl…all excited for sure. Slumdog, sure is catching up all the raves, this piece talks abt how serious its contention is ☺… could it get the Oscars?…looks like it.
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