Fear

We live with so many fears - known and unknown. The wickedest being the known- we know we need to fight them , we probably know how - but we won't.

And you thought life was easy? 

It is actually - it's just that we don't perceive it that way...ever .

The equations are simple, the derivatives are simple,the theory is simple - damn the answer is staring straight in your face , but we just don't like it simple - we love to make it hard or complex or a bit with a twist even and  meaningfully so! 

Sometimes, it's a lot like food - simple, rustic is usually the best version... but we like to mix it up a bit -a little flavor , a lil bit of salt and sugar and then top it up with some aesthetic angle to life's basic needs- I dunno what's with all the drama we like! And - after all the complexities we talk of that nagging stomach ache or the calories. What did you expect? Heaven? 

To think human being evolved with a sense to discern! 

There are times when you need to gain ground and loose the height- let go and land . Get back to basics , un learn maybe revise and re learn. We complex this basic understanding with " oh but it's too late" or " I'm too old to restart " or " oh what will so and so think and say?" .... our fears...they love to assume and be assumed of the fact that they have a death grip on us. I'm a good a case in point - my fears , engage me way beyond my comfort level- and that is putting it mildly. :/

I know I can't be caged by my fears- which is why the hurt from hell . And unless I do what I know I should do - I will live in this self created complex puzzle and lose the plot - and that is the reality. 

I just had a rude wake up call recently. While it was not well intended, it clearly opened my eyes to perception.
Perception is important in many ways...its builds the reality you live in and the reality that about to create itself.
I got quite a bit wrong, especially when I staunchly believe in the header of my blog!
Practice your belief..maybe?
Hmm

Being a wimp and a wuss is easy, rising to the challenge by deeds is the stuff winners are made of. Rising is an art, perfect rising comes by practice and intrinsic strength.
Its comes from years of learning, gauging and ' strength training'...proving ur self time after time...something like the reps you do in a gym... ( yup, u got it, I have just done my training bits! )
....essentially u know what u need to do when up against the case.

Well , its simple then...no?

Bye, Bye Delusion , Hello Reality!