after all what you perceive is what you take away from it all.
for the first time in a very long time...all I have done is observed, absorbed and behaved.
kinda tricky for me, especially when its all put together. over the past couple of days, I have gone thru a lot of fear and what ifs...and I have never felt so overwhelmed in my personal space.
I can force behave strong. I don't think I am. I feel fear and agony and pain...but its not easy and sometimes impossible and in appropriate to express.
sleep eludes you as life with all its mortal realities unfolds over dramatising emotions and complex other thot processes.
and sometimes...you blur sleep. just so.
its dark and you learn to face it, brave it and live with it .
sombre may not exactly be in vogue...but its close.
then there is also silence. that odd feeling- yes silence can be feeling too- you cannot fathom-and you cannot escape.
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