My first session on Spin....and that too by default...yippee...
Ntg beats the blues like a good ol sweat session.
I've been discovering some simple pleasures of life....like travelling by train for instance. Its been such a long time, and funnily enuf, the open air, the noise, watching everyday people....getg to and fro work, as an experience has been very liberating. Its made me connect to my self.
Strangely, for that 40 min ride...I felt free.
Being on the road locked up in an "air-conditioned" car was only fuelling my pressure cooker state..I had to break free..
Maybe this just one of those weird experiences.
I'm not prone to living a dream, maybe I live the reality a little to literally and passionately...to me , therefore , every humbling experience brings vitality. Its like bringing me back to life from the soil I sink into.
I think its good to keep rising back from the soil, from the ashes...its good to have burnt down those merry castle walls...its good to come undone.
I met someone over the weekend...someone who could read the "colours" that surround us all.
She was shocked to see the number of empty spaces around mine... she told me it was time for me, for my walls to come crashing thru...
I cried like hell...
And then, in a weird state I probably laughed too....like I would never have...
I am scared, no denying that...but I figure, if this is close to an "end" of something...can another beginning be far behind.
Heartman, I miss u...wish you were here with me, right here , right now...
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