so much of what you perceive, feel rationalize...impacts your every waking hour. ask the one who is kept awake by thoughts...he knows what its like.
thoughts can torment as much as they ease the mind. then there is a struggle with this battle every day. and its another story all together.
Why, do we do this to ourselves ? Why do we not keep ourselves selves gainfully employed...??? dont know.
I never know the answer. But usually when I try to go on a discovery trail...I'm usually scared...scared out of my wits. I don't have the courage to go forth further and dwell.
I fear.
Lying in my bed and staring at the ceiling,
Contemplating life without a reasonable feeling.
Breathing slowly ,I gaze at a void.
This feeling of isolation ,I cannot avoid.
The waves of feelings just comes and go ,
Rinse my mind with past galore.
I think,I regret .I ponder with guilt.
The things I wanted but never did .
I feel the fear and the pain,
The child inside ,just cries in vain.
All that remains is the silence deep
Echoes in my ears and I cannot sleep.
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